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I met with my childhood crush just last Sunday.I could recognize him just by first glance because I used to look at his face more than I look at the mirror myself.We greeted each other and gave each other a hug.If it was before and getting a hug from him would be a big deal.In fact now I feel that he is rather TOO TALL.Nothing has changed in him but its just that I don't see the attraction like I used to. So being the single and hard to get girl that I have practiced to be I walked away really quick.Kinda like making up an excuse kinda thing?Then I came to ask myself,What was I looking at before? Not to say he isn't attractive.Its just that I just don't understand what i was looking at.I cannot even remember what was the biggest attraction I have on him before.I don't even understand what is so much of a big deal about him when right now all I see is just a tall guy from Australia. Dang,so it was true ei that what you see isnt what you see... :/

I went to the baby clinic with my sister today for Sarah's jab.I don't know why,but I am always inspired in places with many babies.I met a two babies.One named Gladice and the other named Nicholas.Gladice is older than Sarah by a few days. :) I saw them two bond. :) So adorable and lovely. Then later on I met a man at about 5 feet 6 or 7 perhap lining up to get a number.He seemed to be a really busy man.He made a few phone calls then later on my sister started talking to him.I was shock to find that he really has a very weird sense of humour.After a while,I learnt how to enjoy it. :) I can tell you,if that man wasn't married i would have the biggest crush on him. :P I saw his son and I can also tell that in future that little boy is going to really outgoing and happy. :) That is the kind of person that I think I have been looking for I think?I found an example. :) A family guy. Today,I am also very much inspired to really be a great doctor and to save lives. :) If yo...

Beginning of last year I told myself that I want to grow up and have a really sweet family.End of last year I ripped off that idea from my head because I thought I was so stupid I probably don't deserve it. Today I looked at one of my seniors profile.Seeing her being in such a sweet relationship with her person.I feel so jealous. :) Honestly I am. :D Seeing how both of them could be so happy smiling to cameras and sharing their happiness with the world,isn't it such a happy thing? Now I am questioning myself.Where is my happy ending?Where is my happy and sweet relationship with my person?Where is the happily smiling to the cameras and sharing my happiness with the world?Where is my happy and contented heart? Bah..Where did all those guys of my type go? I am still waiting for my happy ending. :) kekekekek

Take a look at this and drool over her because she is mine. :D Have been wearing it over a week though and I have to say,it is way cooler than 10 bucks pasar malam watch.But how can you compare an Ice Watch with pasar malam watch?Might as well compare a teacup poodle with a stray. This watch is a gift from my sister.You would be wondering,"How many sisters and which one la?". Its my second eldest sister.You wouldn't hear much of her because I don't talk much about her too.My other sisters tells me that we are too similar that is why we don't talk.There cannot be two lions living in the same territory right?Maybe? Anyways,my sister bought me this because I kinda did well for my PMR.Alright,if we're talking about PMR then honestly it would piss me off so let's skip it :D Heh heh you will be wondering again "PMR has passed for such a long time and now you're wearing it?" Well,sister is busy and I don't see her that often and even if...

Today I have got my new shoes and yes,it is gaudy and I am so happy because I can finally run without getting my feet sore. :) If you're the one in a million girl who gets happy over a pair of shoes then maybe you're gonna be happy with me.Even if you aren't.You still should be happy with me :D Other than that,I just gave 43 bucks of my money for my mom's Mother's Day gift.True fact that,I kinda feel sad because 43 bucks just went into a bottle of make up remover from The Body Shop.But oh well,compared to a pair of shoes I shall not complain further shall I? :D Though it was a little bit tight because my mom had a budget for my pair of shoes.Was pretty upset in the beginning though but well,I guess discipline is what I need now I guess?The little rebellion me had been really rebellion lately.I fight with her almost all the time.Its either I choose to not lose to the fight and I rebel.What can a 16 year old do when she has nothing but a lot of anger?...