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So not long ago, I made a new friend while I was hanging out with my other friends in church. There's always this early morning breakfast session at the mamak with my buddies and so called catch up with each other. When I met that guy I felt that he speaks and talks like a child going through puberty. Maybe its the environment factor, I sense myself not so used to this kind of behavior. I would feel that he is a little bit too errn childish to be a 17 year old? I said childish, not immature okay. Don't misunderstand huh.. :P So after a few times of meeting each other in the mamak,we decided to exchange numbers. I can't remember how did exchanging numbers came into the picture but it was just a care free act to do so and so I did. Since then, having breakfast on a Sunday together had been a norm because he often goes an extra mile to meet up with me and if anyone in the world knows me, I do not pick up phone calls on week ends but this genius decides to call me on Sunday m...

Speaking of this, I really had a tough time doing this post. As easy as it sounds, I have officially graduated from Assunta Secondary School and believe me, I never thought I would feel so sad when this day arrived. Never have I ever imagined myself feeling so heavy hearted to graduate. I thought I would be very excited and happy to leave, grow up and start a new journey. I don't think I can ever forget the first day I ever stepped into the school. 28th of December 2008 was my orientation day. I remember Puan Hong gave her speech on the pulpit and I was seated on the floor. I remember myself completely sunken into the tiles because it was my first time seeing a tiled school hall. I remember telling my mother "Ma, this school is so pretty. " The first day stepping into school as an Assuntarian was 3rd of January 2009. I remember trying to lip sync the school song because I had no idea what was happening. I remember stepping into 1 Anggerik 3 for the first time and was ...

I could still remember the question Puan Elizabeth asked me when I was being interviewed too be a prefect. I remember myself shaking and feeling nervous. "If you are the prefect of Assunta Secondary School, what will you do to upgrade the image of the school?" Here I am today, deinstalled from the board and proud. :) Honestly, there are so many undesired memories as well as the very memorable memories as a prefect. The times I spent as a prefect was truly a journey of madness and excitement. :) I thank God for all of that. :)  Once and Assuntarian Always an Assuntarian. :) 

Self consciousness. Is it something bad?  Actually to my opinion, I feel that it really depends on what kind of perception you are looking at. For the 17th year of my life, I have always been self conscious about myself. Be it the way I look, the way I talk or even the way I walk. There has always been this mindset of mine to hide my imperfections. Let's say if I don't like the bulge I have and I cannot get rid of it now, cover it with something that makes it look hidden or say if I am sun burnt, very quickly I would wear something that could cover the burnt areas. That is how self conscious I would be. I care about how others judge me. I care about how people view me as a person in their eyes.  The bigger the age was, the more self conscious I became. Then later someone introduced "Confidence" into the picture. Where there is a generic mould that is trendy.  Remember back in the days where being skinny was a sign of unhealthy? Now, being skinny is the tr...

My phone is slowly getting faulty and to be honest, I am more than happy to get a new phone. Its not that I do not love my current phone. Its just that the speed of the phone is getting frustrating sometimes and its really upsetting because there are many episodes when I desperately need to make a phone call and the screen freezes. Or episodes where I want to take a picture to store a memory in a photo and then it tells me "Camera Fail" and all I am left to do is say good bye to the amazing moment that has just left in a sweep of time. I love taking pictures and situations like this really frustrates me. :( Or maybe situations when I fish out my phone and find that it very hot. Even I am afraid to put it near my ear to talk to such a hot phone.Yes tell me about it.. So for now, apart from texting and making really short phone calls, my phone is practically living a very happy and peaceful life. I no longer use it to its maximum capacity prolly because I am afraid it might exp...

Today was probably one of the Sundays I would repeatedly think of over and over again until I get tired of it. :) There were so many interesting things and one more time, I feel EXTREMELY GROWN UP.. :) Which is not a bad thing :D I just felt like time passed a little bit too quickly. :) First things first, I had a terrific but amazing worship session in church. Playing the guitar is probably one of the many things I enjoy doing in church. I enjoy that form of cooperation between the assistant teachers and the children. Pfft, ASSISTANT TEACHER. Such a big name. -.- Just Kidding :)) Anyways, so it happened that Brian and I have been having breakfast almost every Sunday now. I apologize for not introducing him to you guys because we all know when the mood strikes, I make friends where ever and when ever I like. To be exact, I make friends when ever I feel comfortable. :) So he came to pick me up in my class and we headed for breakfast. On the way there we stopped by to watch a flash m...