Mind Blogger

Positivity brings good things to life.Its true.One month ago I was still pondering about leaving the Children Ministry,YC and my friends because I thought everything in my life was falling apart.I wasn't doing so well in partly everything in church.I just thought that I was getting tired of church.My mom had mentioned about the AV department to me several times but yet I refused to join but finally I did.. :) Working in AV is something really new to me.I have not done anything of these kind and even me pressing the buttons,I shiver sometimes cuz I am really afraid some random sound is going to put me into center of attraction.Like today,I shiver when the walkie talkie started talking.Not because it was talking to me but because it wasn't.It was talking to my crew leader and being me,I have a hard time interpreting stuff and I probably would end up interpreting the wrong things. I shiver when the someone held the floor 2 microphone and wanted to talk.Even when I turned it...

Hahah no la,it didn't rain. :D I like Maroon 5 and Adam Levine is HAWT. :D Anyways,today morning I woke up with so much tears on my face.I was having a nightmare and now i can still remember what happened in the dream.I think its about a rich woman bullying me in public and I was humiliated so badly while my parents didn't do anything for me.Partly something happened and then I found out that the woman who humiliated me was my sister's mother in law.Not only did my sister not do anything,she just left me there. Something fast forwarded in my dream and I see myself in a hospital.That exact same right woman was lying on the hospital bed begging me to help her take out a tumour in her head.In that dream,I was the best neurosurgeon and I was being so mean,I told her that I will let her go to hell and she cried the exact same way that I cried when she humiliated me.Her children all begged me to save her,even my own sister begged me.Then i went to the washroom and cried my lu...