Positivity brings good things to life.Its true.One month ago I was still pondering about leaving the Children Ministry,YC and my friends because I thought everything in my life was falling apart.I wasn't doing so well in partly everything in church.I just thought that I was getting tired of church.My mom had mentioned about the AV department to me several times but yet I refused to join but finally I did.. :)
Working in AV is something really new to me.I have not done anything of these kind and even me pressing the buttons,I shiver sometimes cuz I am really afraid some random sound is going to put me into center of attraction.Like today,I shiver when the walkie talkie started talking.Not because it was talking to me but because it wasn't.It was talking to my crew leader and being me,I have a hard time interpreting stuff and I probably would end up interpreting the wrong things.
I shiver when the someone held the floor 2 microphone and wanted to talk.Even when I turned it on I was still shivering.Half the time when they were singing during worship,I was trying my best to listen to the differences of the sound.
I freak out whenever my crew leader gets up press something in the console.I thought I missed out something where actually there is no way that I could have missed out anything because I didn't press anything. :) Why was I freaking out?I donno..
This job is fun.Really really fun.But at the same time it must have been lack of experience that is why i am so confused and scared. :) HAHA!
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