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Reasons Why I don't have a boyfriend.

Recently my friend just asked my why don't I have a boyfriend even when people around me have feelings for me.I have 5 reasons and hence this is it. :D


  • I am really into studies now.
This is not a lie.I am trying to get my results as good as possible so that I can get a scholarship in about a year time.I have two things I want to do.First is be a surgeon,second to be a child psychiatrist.Around this time now,I don't want to meddle with my emotions because I am an emotional person and I cannot let that happen.

  • I have mutual feelings too but I am just so scared to admit it.
I have someone that I have mutual feelings with.I like him and he likes me too but him and I are similar people.He looks forward to his studies and so do I. :D I work hard while he works harder.We're really great friends until we go into the relationship topic,I can't keep things straight because I have that impression that guys cannot be trusted completely when you're with them in the emotional way.They will rip you apart.Which actually it is not really true,its just my impression that's all..

  • I don't want to make another mistake and then disappoint my whole family.
I am fearful that I might hurt my family once again for hurting myself.I have disappointed my family the last time and I regretted it until now.Yes,I feel oh so lonely whenever I see other couples in love but if I were to choose between boys and my family,I will pick my family because they were here when I was in pieces and I really don't want to break any of them.

  • I don't want to be tied to one person. *this is the main reason*
I don't want to be accountable to one person in my life.In fact I don't want to be accountable at all. :) I will feel lonely when I am not tied to one person but I can definitely do anything I want without asking for anyone's permission other than my parents.

  • I don't want to expect much from a boy because I am looking for a man
I am not looking for a 5-6 months relationship.I am looking for someone who can provide for me instead of asking from me.Wanna see an example?Look at my dad.That is the kind of man that I am looking for and I am not expecting a boy to be able to do such unless they get their shit together and grow up to stop giving me shit. :)

Hence,my reasons above :D

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