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Eyhhhh :) So fast you're 17 already? :P Hhehehe Actually huh, my fondest memory of you was the first time I turned back during class watching you smoking a fake cigarette. HAHA that just cracked me up real bad. Yeaaap. Guess that was the beginning of our so called weird ass friendship. :) Buddy, I'm so glad to have known you. All the late night skype and bugging each other to tell the truth and to come clean with each other our secrets. The bro code that we have. Hahahah which until today I still have no idea how this works. Bros before Ho's right? :P LOL Buddy, I wish you all the best in the most you do. I wish for you to always stay healthy and strong (And buff maybe?? :P ). Always stay positive and my shoulder will be here if you ever need to errm.... You know? :) I hope our friendship can last all day everyday. :) Keep up those smiles buddy! :) Hehe it was the greatest honour being friends with you and of course I would love it to continue. :P Till then, we should...

The tongue is the deadliest weapon a person have. I always believed a physical fight is never stronger than a verbal fight. This is because a bruise will eventually go away but words will never leave a person's mind. Sometimes the things that you say can be so strong that it has the power to pierce through a person's self esteem and possibly even ruin them. There are certain things that a person say that will stay in your mind for a very long time. Words can do so much to a person be it in a positive or a negative way. It can bring a person up and it can also push a person down. So, how you use your words plays an extremely important role in life. Words can be used to define a person. It can be good or also bad.  Words. Are. That. Strong. Hit a man with your fist, he remembers you for a month. Insult a man, he remembers you for a lifetime. I think you get the point. :)  Nevertheless, we often misuse our tongue to say things that we are very well aware that will hurt ...

You asked me why do I speak of money so much. What is happiness without money? There will be no happiness if there is no money. Just take a good look at me. Tell me, what am I? To you, I am an irresponsible person towards my studies, a useless person, a person who you compare to with the smart people, a person who is never better than your other daughters. That is who I am coming from your mouth. Please do not try to take away these words that you have already put into my mouth. You ask me if you were to really pay for my education would I be able to do it. Can you? Because from the beginning all I have heard from you was about the money. I hate to think this way but you're making me smaller and smaller. Am I supposed to succumb to what you have said I am or am I supposed to fight against it? Why in the world do other parents support their children even when they do not deserve it and mine can't? I'm really sorry for comparing you to other parents but you compared me with...

First, I am so sorry I didn't take a picture of the place because I was crazy overwhelmed by the people and the books. But hey, it was a great experience. I had a crazy awesome time placing books of my choice into the boxes. I'm a happy girl. :)) The place is just really HUGE but thank God the people in there were nice too. Off and on I do get an apology from people who occasionally bump into me. Actually I do bump into people as well because I'm so overwhelmed by those books all over. That was the moment I actually realised that I wasn't much of a book reader after all. There are so many books that I have not read before. Hehehe.. But I bought the awesome ones and I am going to read them all.  I think my holiday is going to be so filled with books already. :) I'm so excited for the good read! :)  But it is so unfortunate that I couldn't get my hands on The Hunger Games Trilogy. :( I wanted to read those. It was also very unfortunate because those books f...

I am very sure that recently I am beginning to feel again. To feel for someone or something. I really hate this because each time I begin to feel, I anticipate and I wait. This only happens when I am not in control of the feeling that I am feeling. I have dreams over and over about the same topic but on different settings and venues.  Right now, I am trying hard to curb this. I am in understanding that my mind does not want to but I really want to control the feelings that I am feeling. So God, Please help me. Give me control of my feelings once again.  Hehe this is just a random rant on a random day. :) I'm just frustrated thats all :) 

I still remember all those great times I had with him. :) The things we did and say together. Yes, this is my best friend. Although I do enjoy verbally disturbing him very much but deep down in my heart I also love him very much. I'd break all the bro codes just for him, I'd stay by his side on days even when his face is shinier than a mirror. I'd do anything for him if he really wants it and I know that deep down he would too. :')  I can still remember myself opening up to him even after all the unhappy moments of my life. He's my pillar and my big phat rock even when he isn't fat at all physically. Mentally he's my rock. :) Even though he doesn't talk as much as I do, he knows my thoughts. Okay, maybe its because I told him but still he knows them. He encourages and gives me the best advices (okay, not so best advice..) when I am down and about to give up. He emotionally picks me up, brushes the dust off my shoulder and tells me to continue. He...

If there's one thing that I have been ever so proud of doing, one if it will be the decision to be friends with Hoong, who is now my best friend. :) Taking time to get to know him has ever been crazy challenging for me because he is an introvert. I'm not saying I'm not. I am too, except I am a situational extrovert. When I am placed next to another introvert, I tend to step up and be an extrovert and seize the day. But on my own, I am totally an introvert. :) Hahah! He's really shy and quiet at the beginning of our friendship and for the last thing I remember I was totally agitated by his character. Not to say I am all that talkative but I just so happened to be placed in a place full of introverts. So, as usual, I'd step up and be the extrovert. I'd always be the person who begins the conversation, keeps it going and spikes up the atmosphere. It does get pretty stressful but like I said, I'd step up to be something I'm not if I have to. With my bes...

Oh yeah, oh yeah... My long waited holiday has finally arrived. WOOHOO! :P Okay okay, first things first, I apologize for no pictures because I'm lazy and I have a mad rage of movie marathon so? I deserve to be lazy for a while. :P Ngeh.. This post is short because errm I'm lazy to say more. I mean who needs to talk when they have holiday? Okay, thats a lie. The truth is, I am an introvert who doesn't like to talk much. Okay that another lie, I'm an ambivert that is more towards the introvert side. I'll explain when the mood comes. Anyways I'll go continue my movie. I'll be back. I promise you. :P Love, Button