You asked me why do I speak of money so much. What is happiness without money? There will be no happiness if there is no money. Just take a good look at me. Tell me, what am I? To you, I am an irresponsible person towards my studies, a useless person, a person who you compare to with the smart people, a person who is never better than your other daughters. That is who I am coming from your mouth. Please do not try to take away these words that you have already put into my mouth.
You ask me if you were to really pay for my education would I be able to do it. Can you? Because from the beginning all I have heard from you was about the money. I hate to think this way but you're making me smaller and smaller. Am I supposed to succumb to what you have said I am or am I supposed to fight against it? Why in the world do other parents support their children even when they do not deserve it and mine can't? I'm really sorry for comparing you to other parents but you compared me with other people. Perhaps you do not feel as heartbroken as I am because you make me feel that you don't care about how I feel. It felt like you have completely forgotten that I have a heart too. A heart can only take this much of pain and I cannot believe you have broken it completely. I know I am not supposed to lose hope now but I don't know how am I going to find the hope that I need.
For these past few weeks, I have been trying so hard to forget everything but I just cannot. Knowing that I have no support from the people I call family just crushes me. What can I do?
You ask me if you were to really pay for my education would I be able to do it. Can you? Because from the beginning all I have heard from you was about the money. I hate to think this way but you're making me smaller and smaller. Am I supposed to succumb to what you have said I am or am I supposed to fight against it? Why in the world do other parents support their children even when they do not deserve it and mine can't? I'm really sorry for comparing you to other parents but you compared me with other people. Perhaps you do not feel as heartbroken as I am because you make me feel that you don't care about how I feel. It felt like you have completely forgotten that I have a heart too. A heart can only take this much of pain and I cannot believe you have broken it completely. I know I am not supposed to lose hope now but I don't know how am I going to find the hope that I need.
For these past few weeks, I have been trying so hard to forget everything but I just cannot. Knowing that I have no support from the people I call family just crushes me. What can I do?
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