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I have just completed my pre - university program. I took my last paper last Wednesday and I am proud to say, I did good. I am happy because I tried my very best to do what I think I can. Believe me, you can do more than you actually think you could.
I did Foundation in Business and Information Technology.I was running into the business field simply because I am very passionate about money. (Hahahaha aren't we all?)
Now I'm not going to lie. It was not easy for me to find myself an aim to where I want to go to. I was lost. Just like everyone else, I lost my way the moment when I faced so much negativity from everyone. I wanted to do medicine so badly but financial difficulty was one of the biggest challenges I faced. The best part was that I didn't do that great in my SPM.
I was down. I felt so depressed. Then I picked up an education in business because I want to challenge the one thing that brings me down. I still remember I spent my first semester just hoping that I don't fail. I worked very hard. Studied real hard thinking that I could do it if I just spend more time correcting my mistakes before. Turns out, hard work really pays off.
I completed my first semester with a GPA of 3.93. Of course I was extremely speechless and afraid. In my mind I am only thinking of one thing "Now, how in the world do you maintain that thing."
Second semester begun and I was so worried and afraid of this little miserable thing called the pointer. At the same time another part of me was so sad that I did not get a 4.00. Second semester felt like crap because I was so depressed and constantly worried about my studies. Second semester went on, and I finished it with the same GPA of 3.93. Thankful that I maintained my pointer and I learnt my lesson to not tear myself down so often. Losing sleep is not nice at all! :(
Finally the last semester came. First time doing accounting and of course I didn't do that well. Doesn't mean that I give myself room to do badly but I am telling myself that right now, I am given the opportunity, I should cut myself some slacks. No one is perfect anyways.
So next step is the degree which I am pretty sure will be another nerve wrecking amazing experience. But again, I am obstructed by the one thing that I am challenging : MONEY. Its not going to stop me because I must challenge my biggest fear to make myself successful.
So, bye bye pre - university. It was great and I learnt so much from everyone and everything. Right now, lets chill out and let degree come into place. :)
Love,
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I have just completed my pre - university program. I took my last paper last Wednesday and I am proud to say, I did good. I am happy because I tried my very best to do what I think I can. Believe me, you can do more than you actually think you could.
I did Foundation in Business and Information Technology.I was running into the business field simply because I am very passionate about money. (Hahahaha aren't we all?)
Now I'm not going to lie. It was not easy for me to find myself an aim to where I want to go to. I was lost. Just like everyone else, I lost my way the moment when I faced so much negativity from everyone. I wanted to do medicine so badly but financial difficulty was one of the biggest challenges I faced. The best part was that I didn't do that great in my SPM.
I was down. I felt so depressed. Then I picked up an education in business because I want to challenge the one thing that brings me down. I still remember I spent my first semester just hoping that I don't fail. I worked very hard. Studied real hard thinking that I could do it if I just spend more time correcting my mistakes before. Turns out, hard work really pays off.
I completed my first semester with a GPA of 3.93. Of course I was extremely speechless and afraid. In my mind I am only thinking of one thing "Now, how in the world do you maintain that thing."
Second semester begun and I was so worried and afraid of this little miserable thing called the pointer. At the same time another part of me was so sad that I did not get a 4.00. Second semester felt like crap because I was so depressed and constantly worried about my studies. Second semester went on, and I finished it with the same GPA of 3.93. Thankful that I maintained my pointer and I learnt my lesson to not tear myself down so often. Losing sleep is not nice at all! :(
Finally the last semester came. First time doing accounting and of course I didn't do that well. Doesn't mean that I give myself room to do badly but I am telling myself that right now, I am given the opportunity, I should cut myself some slacks. No one is perfect anyways.
So next step is the degree which I am pretty sure will be another nerve wrecking amazing experience. But again, I am obstructed by the one thing that I am challenging : MONEY. Its not going to stop me because I must challenge my biggest fear to make myself successful.
So, bye bye pre - university. It was great and I learnt so much from everyone and everything. Right now, lets chill out and let degree come into place. :)
Love,
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