Hellooooo,
Its almost a month I've started my degree. Okay, overall comments I'd say its alright. Its hard to be normal again when you've had such a crazy bunch of people from Foundation in Business and Information Technology of INTI KL. Its hard, so hard like a rock candy. Hahah jks.
During this period of settling in so many things happened around me. First was getting to know that one of my old friend was caught in an unnecessary drama with someone else's girlfriend. Sad thing is that I know that I can't do anything to make things less difficult for him. And I care for him and I know that he is not telling me the truth. So, how can I help when he doesn't even want me to? And I can see it. I can feel it happening. I'm hurt seeing that happen but it is his choice and he chose to be with the wrong person at the wrong time. He wanted it, so I'm just going to stand there and watch this with a heavy heart. Maybe he really need to go through something so painful to understand what he truly wants in life? Trust me, it is a pain seeing someone you care so much walking into it and knowing there is nothing you can do to make things any better.
On the other hand, my time is running so short with Hoong but I am tied with a degree that takes up my time in sleep and work. I am still trying to find time to go exercise and get in shape. Any ideas how other people cope? I'm so tired. Seriously.. There's so many places I want to go with Hoong but I have so little time. He will be gone soon and there will be nothing else to remember when he's gone. :'(
Besides that, most of the scholarships I've applied for didn't seem to come back to me. Honestly, it was a real disappointment. I feel pretty bad because nothing positive came back. Is it true that my fate to leave to UK ends right here? :( Why can't I see the light in this tunnel yet?
But I'll keep fighting. I'll make it there. I'll make my way and I'll fight hard to reach my goal. I will and I believe I can. :')
Okay, so here's just a small update I've gotten for you. I've got class tmr. :) So....
Love,
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Its almost a month I've started my degree. Okay, overall comments I'd say its alright. Its hard to be normal again when you've had such a crazy bunch of people from Foundation in Business and Information Technology of INTI KL. Its hard, so hard like a rock candy. Hahah jks.
During this period of settling in so many things happened around me. First was getting to know that one of my old friend was caught in an unnecessary drama with someone else's girlfriend. Sad thing is that I know that I can't do anything to make things less difficult for him. And I care for him and I know that he is not telling me the truth. So, how can I help when he doesn't even want me to? And I can see it. I can feel it happening. I'm hurt seeing that happen but it is his choice and he chose to be with the wrong person at the wrong time. He wanted it, so I'm just going to stand there and watch this with a heavy heart. Maybe he really need to go through something so painful to understand what he truly wants in life? Trust me, it is a pain seeing someone you care so much walking into it and knowing there is nothing you can do to make things any better.
On the other hand, my time is running so short with Hoong but I am tied with a degree that takes up my time in sleep and work. I am still trying to find time to go exercise and get in shape. Any ideas how other people cope? I'm so tired. Seriously.. There's so many places I want to go with Hoong but I have so little time. He will be gone soon and there will be nothing else to remember when he's gone. :'(
Besides that, most of the scholarships I've applied for didn't seem to come back to me. Honestly, it was a real disappointment. I feel pretty bad because nothing positive came back. Is it true that my fate to leave to UK ends right here? :( Why can't I see the light in this tunnel yet?
But I'll keep fighting. I'll make it there. I'll make my way and I'll fight hard to reach my goal. I will and I believe I can. :')
Okay, so here's just a small update I've gotten for you. I've got class tmr. :) So....
Love,
Button
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