Hello... I am really happy at this moment now and I really want to put this down so I can read this again much later in life when I feel less happy. From May up till now, it almost felt unreal to have my boyfriend back. It felt as if our relationship was no longer in the internet. It was real again.. We got to hold hands, watch each other during meals and have small talks here and there. I miss him as soon as he drops me off at my front gate and I'd be waiting for him to return to his home to send me a text. I am really happy. Today, I feel as if things were sort of meant to be and I really want to keep it that way. I feel like I want to be dependent and grow old with this person. I really want today to be something I can return to much later in life. Today I feel loved. I feel that I am being taken cared of. I feel very special because his love was constant. No mixed signals. It was the same. All the happiest thing that happens has to somehow come to an end. Or in this...
I can't speak my mind because I'd offend you.