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Lee Chee Kin Skype face.

This is Chee Kin.My friend who used to go to La Salle but moved away to Cheras.LOOK OH LOOK! This one another closer one,Yea,he is always naked on skype.Don't ask why because I don't know either.. KIN! :D HEHEHEHEH this is what you get for being naked on cam for me.I post for the world to see :P

Time changes a person's point of view

Just today my mom and I were having pleasant chats together in the car while driving back home.My mom and I were never friends to talk about boys.Though it is my favourite topic but it was never discussed with her. Today,she asked me one question that I always knew she would ask me.What type of guy do you like? I expected but i never thought so quick.Guessed what I replied? "Mum,I had expectations before but i lost it after I realised no one is perfect" Our conversation pretty much ended because I said it in a pathetic manner?She didn't ask more either because the last time she asked me about getting married in my twenties I gave her my whole reality logic.She got pretty worried and mad in a way.I understand why my mom ask me this way and I will try to balance it for her. When I was 5,I thought having someone that I could spend my time with was love.I thought the play dates I have can make it to reality.My first heartbreak when my childhood friend told me that he lov...

I worry so much because lack of trust

Sunday I will be having tuition from 9am to 12om.Seriously I don't want to go.The guy that I like is serving in the same ministry and of course my best friend is serving together too.I don't know what to say but I kept on having the thought that I cannot leave them alone.You can say I don't trust neither of them. I get so worried when I think of the Sunday that is coming.The talking together and laughing together.I don't know what to say either if they really are that close.Haiz,why did you do this to me God?I am supposed to have a good and happy life. :( One side of me tells me that I should trust my friend and believe that she wont do this to me.The other side of me have already decided that if it really happens then I just move to another ministry because that could be the calling to the other ministry after all the nagging from my mum.Truth is,she wants me to join the AV team.I personally am interested in it too.Plus my brother,Andy is there.He is an awesome ...

My new favourite song :)

Minggu Penghayatan Nilai-Nilai Murni = SLEEPY..

No doubt,it was dead tiring sitting on the floor together with other ladies.The saddest part is that I wasn't wearing shorts and I couldn't sit comfortably.If you can imagine sitting so politely with your leg coiled you would understand the misery I was in. :( Anyways,I felt so cursed by the teachers today.Say we're going to fail our Moral for first term.I get it,its not easy.Its pretty tough because we have to memorize all the nilai and the key words.Honestly,there is no need to say that.If you could imagine your tuition teacher cursing that you're going to fail your add math and then your school teachers that you're going to fail Moral you would feel as bad and scared like me too. Who wants to fail?Seriously,if there was a way to cure cancer of course everyone would grasp it.Who wants to die?Likewise,who would like to fail their exams?No one would love to fail and go "HURRAY I FAILED!" Haiz,I guessed I am just freaking out for March test? Another t...

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

Mistakes are not always bad for us humans.Sometimes certain obstacles in your life makes you a better person.What doesn't kill you will make you stronger.Like a flu,you will get stronger everytime you get better.The best part is,it doesn't kill you.Just sneeze like no one gets how :) This song is a good example :) Live to it.Its rare you get a song with a meaningful song.

Don't like me?

Are you feeling unhappy?Had someone who was really sarcastic to you?You feel that he/she dislikes you? First things first,why do you bother?Why do you even care if he/she likes you or not?You do not live to please him/her so why care?Even if he/she is important to you,why let him/her be the influence of your life?It is your life,you should be able to influence yourself. :) This is for those who dislikes you.Tell them,I AM ME.YOU GOT A PROBLEM?? Give them the troll face: )

Smell good,look pretty :D

I bought new lip balm and guess what?Its really nice.Best part of this is,there is no flavour and no preservative. Gotta say,I love it :) Other than that I bought this one. :) Its new flavoured. :P HEhehehe I don't stink but I want to smell good :)

Trying to fit in.

Fitting in is something that all teenagers like us do.We try our very best to change ourselves to fit into categories.Some of us succeed but wears a mask to cover up our true self while some of us fail because we are just not meant to be this way. The basic thing to live in this world is that we be ourselves and most of all be a person that makes us happy.If you cannot fit into a dress of size S then take M or L or even XL.Just because you don't fit into a dress of size S doesn't mean you have to force yourself to.There are always other sizes that you can try on and be comfortable with. That is quite of a bad example but hey,just because the most popular group in your school doesn't accept your little childish acts doesn't mean that you have to force yourself to change to fit into their categorized type of friendship.There are always other people out there who can accept your childish acts and still be comfortable with you.There are many millions of people in thi...

:')

Apparently Sarah and I together with my mom and her mom went to Tesco for shopping.It was great time because I was all round snapping photos with her.Finally I got a picture of her smiling! :) Aww sweetness..... Look at this beautiful girl,how much I love her. :) (she's my niece btw) Our random photo when she was sleeping and also my epic mommy trying to count how many packets of sugar she needs for our Church General Tea. :) Hahahah my mom even have trouble of not being able to get the sugar inside the higher racks.Being a tall girl that I am, :) Of course I did it! :) 

Me cooking dinner

This is a big deal! :) Finally a 16 year old me decides to step into the kitchen to help her mom out to cook.Though it pretty much look like puke but well it taste good! It looks weird right?But its a big step for me okay..I love food but not the cooking in the kitchen with no fan and all the knife and watery stuff.I did it! :) HEhehehe although all I did was cut the vegetables but well it was a hard task! :) Finally a complete set of dinner prepared by me! :) I think I might just take up this as an ambition."Be a housewife is not easy" said my mom and my reply was "Yup,totally" HAHAHAH!

Smiling

Smiling shows someone is happy.Sometimes smiling also means someone is trying to cover up something. :( That't why I love babies who smile.They make me feel so real and happy.Babies are the only ones that smiles beginning from their hearts.They have nothing to cover up because their life journey has nothing to worry about yet. That is why,this year my resolution of life will be to smile with an open heart and laugh with a sincere soul. :) Be strong and be a loving person too.I saw this picture of a baby and it really caught my attention to smiling and hence brought me into blogging about this really cute baby. :) Kekeke cutie cutie :)

School on Tuesday,Debates on Tuesday too :)

This is what I look like today in school.Apparently there was a debate competition hosted by my school and coincidentally I became a part of serving the VIP's with food.How ironic to be standing and smiling at everyone?Oh well,its just so awkward because Pn. Parames was asking me to do everything for the headmistress.HAHAHA the best part is my headmistress just don't need my help.But I still treated her like a queen. :) Apparently the best speaker was David Lim.Fellow church friend?Aww Congratulations David! :) Other than that I actually wanted to look like this.I mean who doesn't want to? :/ School was just being normal.Nothing much and nothing little.Just enough to make me sick.I still have a bad headache though. :/

Yerin :)

This is one of the cutest baby I have ever seen. :) Those innocent smiles just melts my heart! :) HEheheheh

Hollywood- Michael Buble

Boy,he definitely looks better than Justin Beiber in every way. :) I am not saying Justin is not talented but i prefer Michael :) Enjoy :)

Michael Buble-Home

People say mostly middle aged woman will love Michael because his voice captures middle aged woman.I think I am middle aged because I really love his music.His voice always calms me down and the lyrics of his songs are always meaningful. :) Its just beautiful. This is one of the songs that I love most.I always have the idea of two people dancing on the balcony when I listen to him. :) Believe me,his voice really charms me.No wonder his concert tickets were so expensive :)

The Things I love :)

This is me.I love children and I love the way they smile.I love their innocence and their pure hearts.Whenever I am all stressed out over unhappy things,this is what I look forward too.Innocent beauty and a heart that is pure and free from all worries.I look forward to going there to meet those children every Sunday.Just by spending one hour with them,I can just let go of my worries of exams for that one hour.This is the power of children. I have friends that I enjoy spending time with too.Those simple looking time together is just so happy and fun to be with.I love those times where we talk boys together and snap random photos of each other.This is me loving all the aspects of friendship. :) On other occasions,my family is what I truly love.That baby is my niece.Her name is Sarah and she is the first girl who has ever made me cry even just by the first sight of her.I really love her and I just can't explain how much I would give in for her. :) She is truly the Apple Of ...

I'm getting Tired of This shit.

Has anyone ever told you they really like you but end up leaving you because he was scared?This is me where my life is full of nuisance and I just end up giving in for every little nonsense I hear.This post is going to all about ranting away over nonsense people give me. Know what?I have been patient for so long.I have been keeping my thoughts straight and thinking it wouldn't be so bad if i spend some time waiting.Knowing in conclusion,I was pure stupid. I mean this is life.All the time I know how to give advice to my friends about whats good for them and what they should do but I am all over something that I know what I should do but its just that I don't want to come back to reality and face it. Guess what?I am tired,I think I am going to stop waiting.Because if you don't dare to appreciate me someone else will appreciate me better.If you don't dare to count me in for your life someone else will.There are always people who would love to stay.No point you starin...

I like We Could Happen- AJ Raphael

This is AJ Raphael.A strong You Tuber who has many views. :) I really love one of his song as you can see I wrote the title on top.Yes,you might be wondering,why do you admire someone who isn't even good looking compared to others? Reason is,I admire the talent not the face.I would post up his song for you to judge for yourself.He is the reason  that I sing in You Tube.AJ Raphael? :) I vote YES! Ps : I really like that song because its really meaningful. :) Kekeke love it so much! I shouldn't ask for more but how I wish someone would sing that to me.I personally think if someone who is brave enough to express his love to others deserves no worries. A Real Love To Others Will Chase Those Worries Away.The Thought Of Being Punished is What Makes you Afraid.It shows we have not really learned to love. - 1 John 4.18 Pretty simple huh?I got this while thinking of this particular someone where I asked God. :) God is my new Love Guru :)

Seriously?

As you may see,I didn't go to school today.Reason is I have diarrhea and I have been pooping in the toilet for more than 10 times and I feel like dying already.I really don't know how can I still poop because its all so watery.Yes,I know this is disgusting but come on,You have to understand.. :( I was expecting my day to be really great today.Go to school,see my school mates and learn physics but dang i am stuck at home pooping like a mad dog.How wonderful... This is life,when you expect good they give you shit to poop.

I like talking about boys :P

Just like every average girl,I like talking about boys too.I love listening to people ranting about their guy problems with their boyfriends.I love being in the omniscient position where I can see and hear everything and also have the choice of telling them.I love sharing my thoughts about boys too.We can just sit down and talk about boys all the way.That is how I totally agree that girls are really good at gossiping. :) I really like the idea of having a boyfriend because I never believed that a relationship during high school can ruin your studies.I believe that study is one's priority and even if you break up and plan to die crying,you still have to finish your exams before you die because by the end of the day your priority is the exam and not the guy or the girl.Easier said than done but if you don't get this right,even if you're 50 years old you wont be able to handle your own life.So,I do not agree with the reasoning that we're too young to handle relationsh...

Everyone sees me differently

There are a couple things I always believe in.First things first,I believe that God made me in such a way that I am different depending on the environment that I am placed in.Second thing is,I believe that I cannot be perfect even if I wish i could be.Thirdly,I believe that you cannot have the best of both worlds.You can only pick one. Its really true that everyone sees me differently.For example,when I am with friends that I have fun with,I can go way crazier than you can imagine me to be.Like how I can put toothpaste on my friend's breakfast truly says it all.Tag line is,I can be really playful when situation allows me to be. :P Heh heh heh... In my school teacher's eyes,I am a student who is hard to teach but at the same time has really good memories.If i am really in the mood to study,I can remember everything within 30 minutes. In my parents eyes,I am a daughter that they worried about most.When I reached puberty and I began to talk about boys to them,they were...

New Blog

Why start a new blog when you already have one? Reason is because I think I wanna start a fresh from all the sadistic post I have ever wrote about.Well,I am still going to write on my old blog but this one is about me.It will be all about my life containing me turning from a new leaf. I am going to tell you what I like and what I don't like.I am going to be who I have always wanted to be EXCLUDING the idea of people looking up to me for certain things I cannot achieve. So welcome if you're an adult and you're reading my blog.Here's where you'll find me ranting away together with all the fun and laughter from my life.I hope you have fun reading about me being myself on the internet. If you're a child between range of 8-12.Welcome to my side of life.In here,you'll find Button Wong as who she is and the best part is,age is not a limit here.So,feel free to drop a comment or two.I hope you don't look up to me too because honestly there isn't anyth...