Has anyone ever told you they really like you but end up leaving you because he was scared?This is me where my life is full of nuisance and I just end up giving in for every little nonsense I hear.This post is going to all about ranting away over nonsense people give me.
Know what?I have been patient for so long.I have been keeping my thoughts straight and thinking it wouldn't be so bad if i spend some time waiting.Knowing in conclusion,I was pure stupid.
I mean this is life.All the time I know how to give advice to my friends about whats good for them and what they should do but I am all over something that I know what I should do but its just that I don't want to come back to reality and face it.
Guess what?I am tired,I think I am going to stop waiting.Because if you don't dare to appreciate me someone else will appreciate me better.If you don't dare to count me in for your life someone else will.There are always people who would love to stay.No point you staring at me while I am not looking but look away when I look at you.No point having a crush on me and tell me about it when you're not brave enough to stand up for yourself.
Yes,I am nice but not to the extend of sitting there and wait to get hurt.Nope,this is not going to happen to me and I will not let it happen.I believe God made me imperfect for a reason and the reason is to prove to you that you're not a grown up yet.
Don't worry,I am not angry with you.You're still learning and I should have known.I blame myself.The world is a big place for humans to stay.It takes time for one to go through phases of life to grow up.Not everyone knows what to do.Even I didn't know what to do either.
To those out there,I hope you have learnt something here that in every little thing you do,you really need to stick with God all the way.Yes you might cuss a lot and say a lot of horrible stuff but remember that in the end,God is still the one who is by your side and the bible is never too old to be opened.You might be surprised to find answers there.
My answer from God was:
A real love for others will chase those worries away.The thought of being punished is what makes us afraid.It shows that we have not really learnt to love. - 1 John 4: 18
My Question was:
Dear God,my ego hurts so badly.What's wrong with this guy?What's wrong with me?
See the wonder in there?? :)
Know what?I have been patient for so long.I have been keeping my thoughts straight and thinking it wouldn't be so bad if i spend some time waiting.Knowing in conclusion,I was pure stupid.
I mean this is life.All the time I know how to give advice to my friends about whats good for them and what they should do but I am all over something that I know what I should do but its just that I don't want to come back to reality and face it.
Guess what?I am tired,I think I am going to stop waiting.Because if you don't dare to appreciate me someone else will appreciate me better.If you don't dare to count me in for your life someone else will.There are always people who would love to stay.No point you staring at me while I am not looking but look away when I look at you.No point having a crush on me and tell me about it when you're not brave enough to stand up for yourself.
Yes,I am nice but not to the extend of sitting there and wait to get hurt.Nope,this is not going to happen to me and I will not let it happen.I believe God made me imperfect for a reason and the reason is to prove to you that you're not a grown up yet.
Don't worry,I am not angry with you.You're still learning and I should have known.I blame myself.The world is a big place for humans to stay.It takes time for one to go through phases of life to grow up.Not everyone knows what to do.Even I didn't know what to do either.
To those out there,I hope you have learnt something here that in every little thing you do,you really need to stick with God all the way.Yes you might cuss a lot and say a lot of horrible stuff but remember that in the end,God is still the one who is by your side and the bible is never too old to be opened.You might be surprised to find answers there.
My answer from God was:
A real love for others will chase those worries away.The thought of being punished is what makes us afraid.It shows that we have not really learnt to love. - 1 John 4: 18
My Question was:
Dear God,my ego hurts so badly.What's wrong with this guy?What's wrong with me?
See the wonder in there?? :)
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