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Hehe,its been a long time but It doesnt mean i dont do a cover.It means I do a better cover :D

I really really really miss you and I have nothing else to say other than that :) I miss making videos :)

Pubic Hair Club?This caught me laughing so hard!! :D HAHAHAH FUNNY!!!I can't believe they have those awkward clubs in the west. :) LOL!! This is just pure funny! :D I don't know why but I find it so fascinating watching him scream :D

Its just pretty stressed up. :) so a picture for happiness ;) Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4

Today I watched a chinese drama with my mom during the afternoon and I came to this little part where this boy likes a girl 2 years older than him.He seems so shy and happy whenever he sees her. :) I don't know why,but I feel so happy seeing him being brave to ask the girl. Personally to me,for a person to tell the girl/boy that he/she like is a really brave thing.It must have took him/her a long time and a lot of courage to even say it.So as the person who is being told,we shouldn't hurt their feelings.Don't hurt them,make them understand their bravery is appreciated but just not the right time. :) I think this would be the best for both if you don't feel the same way. :) Not saying you accept everyone when they tell you but understand this,no point trying to hurt a person who tried.As least he/she gave it a shot to let you know and of course he/she is expecting it to go well so don't crush their courage even if you don't feel the same way.

Today Physics was a disaster.Probably me being able to write this post is because I already cried my lungs out during the afternoon. :)  How sweet right? There is also another thing!I kept on having weird taste on my mouth.How ironic...I kept on having ideas of having tonsil stones.You would feel awkward too if you were to see me taking a torchlight shining into my mouth.Its just gross.. That's just practically my life today?Its just about exams and tears and fears.Haiz....

Today is indeed such a tiring day.Okay,I admit now,I am a last minute person.I study last minute and I die after the exam weeks. Today I died. :) I didn't plan to go to church because I knew my duties is excused this week to teach History.I planned to just die studying at home.But my mom managed to nag me off the bed.I was crying in the car because I was so worried I cannot study in church. I went for the main service and I was so disgustingly doing my maths in the sanctuary then later went to mamak to continue. Yes,I have not gone to my main topic yet.I saw him today after all the nuisance I did after drinking a cup of ice coffee in the mamak stall.I saw him after my worship session.Life is just tough for me.But good thing for me,I walk pass all the loopholes of acting perfectly normal. :) Claps for me!!~~ I know its really bad to act perfectly fine when you're not but I have no choice.I cannot be unhappy forever.Its true,it takes time for everything to get better.I be...

It really hurts me when you give up on my one and only chance of surviving in this messed up world like mine.When you can easily tell me to forget about what I have dreamt about.You can easily say it out and break a heart of a person who is already broken.It hurts me because I cannot cry any much more. When he broke my heart,the only excuse I have to defend myself is that I could still have that one more chance of living.To achieve my dreams.The only point left for me to stay and smile. And you can just speak of something that breaks my heart.Mom I love you,but I love myself and I have feelings too.Just because you're disappointed with me doesn't mean that you can crush my one and only last reason to survive.I know you're hurt to see me hurt like this but I cannot help it.I am scared and I don't dare to step into something that I am not ready of because I will fall right into a hole so deep till I cannot get out. You're unhappy,disappointed and worried but for...