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My little flaw

I met with my ex today in church.Look,if you're ever gonna date someone in church make sure both of you aren't too involve in certain ministries.People will get to know.Even if they don't talk about it,they know.Maybe they talk about it but well,you can't say anything right?You put yourself in the limelight yourself.

So,today he came over to speak to me about the photo that he had snapped last week.Say my photo isn't accepted and I have to take again.Well,knowing that I am not photogenic,I take forever to get a good picture.Anyways I still took a great photo :P (I know right,I am so cute :PP)

Later,I have decided to have a heart to heart talk with him,knowing that him and I never really talked much after the break up.So we sat down to talk and reluctantly,he don't want to talk about anything.Sad right?
I asked him about his life and targets in life or what but he was so reluctant to share with me.

I don't know whether is it just me or what but I have a feeling that he is not over us.I mean its been over 3 or 4 years still he isn't over it?Another possibility is maybe he don't see the need to share his personal life with me anymore because I am so average now.I am no longer the extraordinary girl who attracts people.Yea,I guess I'll stick to that second possibility.

He has always been my flaw.I will blame myself if he isn't over it.I mean,I was so young and stupid before.Make decisions in life that most probably hurt him so bad that he cannot even look at my face that he had to laugh his way out to talk to me.How much of a good person am I?I am really starting to doubt my statement of being nice.

Things change as people grow up.I am really sorry for what I have done and maybe things wouldn't happen that way before maybe you would be much better of a person.Maybe I get matured faster before,I wouldn't have hurt him in such a painful way.Maybe if my little flaw happen in a different time,it won't be a flaw at all.

So many choices in life yet we make the wrong choice to hurt others.Haiz...Life..

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