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Suddenly I feel so blessed because my family is not under the presence of the misunderstandings in Sabah.I am so grateful that none of my close friends/families are being beheaded by upset people.Dear God,Please grant peace to those people living there.Please give them the wisdom to settle this right and no more bloodshed.For those who have lost their love ones through this,please see to their grieving even if they are not believers yet.Please give Malaysia peace once again. Please enable the leaders of the country to do the right thing.Touch the hearts of the leaders of Sulu.Convince them that each of them have a family and children that follow their footsteps.Dear God,please protect those army who are protecting Sabah.Give them the strength and the ability to protect the country and themselves.Please send your guardian angels to protect them.Give them peace of mind for their children. For those people who have died through this.Dear God,please give them a second chance to accept ...

My childhood crush texted me and asked me if he was the bf type.Say he is coming to KL in about July.I sure hope he continues to delay the trip because that is the only way I could restrain myself from popping his big fat lie in a bubble.The big fat lie thing actually isn't much of a big deal but maybe me compromising and not rejecting is giving him more encouragement to continue being so brave and tell me more lies. Maybe if he was truthful with me that all he like me for now is because I am no longer a 82 kg girl,I no longer am emotional and upset of myself,no longer has a crush on him.Maybe,just maybe I wouldn't have to go through so much of what I am going through now would I? :) I feel as if he is treating me like an idiot.It is like he thinks I am still that 12 year old girl that would melt if he tells me he loves me.As if my memory just suddenly 'bling' and I forgot what happened back then.How I wish I could just blow all my thoughts to his face right now....

If you know a little bit about meiosis a little bit more detail,you will realise that the sperms in the human body actually determine the gender of the new cell or baby.Everyone knows how to say that sometimes things just don't turn out as expected.Good job because there are times where accidents happen. Let's talk about the society.People look at gays and lesbian with judgement.Yes,certain time of the day people do it because of peer pressure.What about those people who are naturally born like that?There are people who are labelled Hermaphrodite.What about them? People with Hermaphrodite are those people with both sex organs for female and male.Usually when the baby is born with such condition the parents either choose one organ and surgically remove the other.There wont be much of a difference in their childhood but until they hit puberty.That will be the time where the hormones kick in.What if that individual is a girl but you removed the organ? That is the time where ...

Today I officially went for a jog and I came home in one piece.Nyek nyek nyek... Sure enough my hands were numb and I was panting like mad.I jogged then sprinted and in a way died. I even Googled the amount of calories I need in a day and of course I need 2100 calories a day.Let me remind you,I have been eating more than I need.No wonder I so fat right.... :) I am XX kg and trust me,its sad to see pictures of me being thinner back then.That is why I must work hard. :( Did you know the french fries you eat is actually 500 calories?I feel so bad talking about calories.After googling all the food I eat.I must decide what I can and cannot eat. :( I hate being fat but I don't want to starve myself to lose weight.So I am going to control my diet and exercise regularly.I hate that I must be discipline for beauty.. T.T What to do right...Beauty comes with sacrifices.. :( I LOVE FOOD...I love chocolates,sweets,french fries and nutella.. T.T Why why why must clothes be so damn smal...