Today I officially went for a jog and I came home in one piece.Nyek nyek nyek... Sure enough my hands were numb and I was panting like mad.I jogged then sprinted and in a way died.
I even Googled the amount of calories I need in a day and of course I need 2100 calories a day.Let me remind you,I have been eating more than I need.No wonder I so fat right.... :)
I am XX kg and trust me,its sad to see pictures of me being thinner back then.That is why I must work hard. :(
Did you know the french fries you eat is actually 500 calories?I feel so bad talking about calories.After googling all the food I eat.I must decide what I can and cannot eat. :( I hate being fat but I don't want to starve myself to lose weight.So I am going to control my diet and exercise regularly.I hate that I must be discipline for beauty.. T.T What to do right...Beauty comes with sacrifices.. :(
I LOVE FOOD...I love chocolates,sweets,french fries and nutella.. T.T
Why why why must clothes be so damn small?Why must we fit into the shirt and not the shirt fit on me?!Why must be flabs bad?Why can't it be good and lovable?!Why can't big belly be pretty?!Why must we look like mannequins?Can't they look like us?! GRRR!Unrealistic people!
:( For health sake,We should be fit. :( Haiz....
I even Googled the amount of calories I need in a day and of course I need 2100 calories a day.Let me remind you,I have been eating more than I need.No wonder I so fat right.... :)
I am XX kg and trust me,its sad to see pictures of me being thinner back then.That is why I must work hard. :(
Did you know the french fries you eat is actually 500 calories?I feel so bad talking about calories.After googling all the food I eat.I must decide what I can and cannot eat. :( I hate being fat but I don't want to starve myself to lose weight.So I am going to control my diet and exercise regularly.I hate that I must be discipline for beauty.. T.T What to do right...Beauty comes with sacrifices.. :(
I LOVE FOOD...I love chocolates,sweets,french fries and nutella.. T.T
Why why why must clothes be so damn small?Why must we fit into the shirt and not the shirt fit on me?!Why must be flabs bad?Why can't it be good and lovable?!Why can't big belly be pretty?!Why must we look like mannequins?Can't they look like us?! GRRR!Unrealistic people!
:( For health sake,We should be fit. :( Haiz....
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