Mind Blogger

In life there are so many challenges that we face.So many things in life that have hurt our feelings.Broken a part of us,fixed it and finally made it stronger.The transition will continue until the day we die.I just want to focus on the point where we should really appreciate what life has to offer to us.At least,what God was intending to do for us even the moment that we were conceived.YOU are the blessing that people are talking about.YOU are the reason for many happy people on earth including your parents. :) Lets begin with my transition. I was born an 8 pound baby.I was not obese but I was rather to be classified as big built.Even when I entered Standard 1.I was already much much taller than other kids in class but God gave me a very unique character.I am gentle and was often being taken advantaged by other kids in class.I was also quite active both academically and curriculum wise.I represented my school for Story Telling Competitions and Public Speaking as well.By S...

Hmm,lets say it was a real great day.I swagged on my fake lashes and rocked on my boots.I didn't really took a photo of my outfit considering my phone was dying and I was too busy but Lit Night was not so bad.Well,hard work always pays off even if it is a little bit or a lot of effort. Here's the picture of me and the Form 4's after the show.We were at A&W and yea,wasn't that much fun though... -.- '' I was sleepy and a little high.Yes,doesn't make sense.. This is a glamour shot.It was still early and I caught her snapping a selfie and I just couldn't stop myself from going near her and steal her lime light.HAHA kidding babe,love you too much. :)) These are my classmates.Yes we are not that close but still close.Renee and I are extremely perverted to  certain extend. :P HAHA just kidding :P I even met my ex there.I was contemplating for a really long time whether I should talk about him or not but then oh well,its life right.Since both ...

There are so many things that I am not ready about.Life is so difficult.Life is so tough. It all started when I was recovering from a bad break up.His best friend was by my side cheering me up and making me smile.It was all simple and easy until he told me that he feels for me.More of I attempted to know because I feel weird.I do not feel the same way but I do feel weird.I was a horrible person to take advantage of him.I wanted him to be a better person than who he was back then.I told him to study hard because no girl wants to be with a poor guy.I basically just drowned him with reality. He moved to another school and I thought maybe he would give up but he really took my word for it.He really did study hard and he really did become a different person from what I am seeing.Maybe I do not call myself as taking advantage anymore because if I say I don't feel for him at all I could be lying.But if I were to say I want this,I am not sure as well.I just feel that I am not ready. ...

People often say a scar that is visible contains the most painful memories.It will either be you falling down and hurting yourself.Could be a painful memory.Or maybe losing someone you actually love so much.Someone close to you. I am not speaking based on how I feel.But how one friend of mine feels.Fear is when you have experienced something so horrifying.Definitely you would not want to face it again.Worry is when you know something might happen and you sincerely hope that it would not happen.Pain is when you hurt yourself emotionally or physically.For me,I feel it emotionally.For her maybe both. I spent last night tearing the whole night.Mainly not many people know that its this weird gift I have.I knew it was her.People who have no idea what this is all about will probably think I am crazy or maybe out of my mind.But trust me,I could feel it. Lets just say,the fear you have is because you don't plan to accept.Maybe if you try to accept certain changes things might hav...