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Am I ready for this?

There are so many things that I am not ready about.Life is so difficult.Life is so tough.

It all started when I was recovering from a bad break up.His best friend was by my side cheering me up and making me smile.It was all simple and easy until he told me that he feels for me.More of I attempted to know because I feel weird.I do not feel the same way but I do feel weird.I was a horrible person to take advantage of him.I wanted him to be a better person than who he was back then.I told him to study hard because no girl wants to be with a poor guy.I basically just drowned him with reality.

He moved to another school and I thought maybe he would give up but he really took my word for it.He really did study hard and he really did become a different person from what I am seeing.Maybe I do not call myself as taking advantage anymore because if I say I don't feel for him at all I could be lying.But if I were to say I want this,I am not sure as well.I just feel that I am not ready.

Each time I don't know how to feel I would ignore it.The more I ignore the faster it surfaces.Life is so tough..

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