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Only know you love her when you let her go. #Passenger

Sometimes life is just never fair. You want to love but you are afraid of the pain. You want to be happy but you're afraid of the tears. You want me but you are afraid of being wrong. How unfair is that? Knowing you has been the greatest pleasure of my life because you're one of a kind. You're shy but patient. You're quiet but positive. You're in solitude but you're happy. You're everything that is good to me except you are a coward. I'm sorry I called you a coward but its true. You are lack of courage to do or to endure dangerous things. Most of all, you are hanging me on a tree.

But calling you a coward is yet unfair as well because I am one too. I have the power to snap the string you tied on me but I do not have the courage to do so. I have the power to step away from you but I'm too afraid to leave. I have my principles ringing loudly for me to leave but I couldn't bring myself to go. I have all the reasons but yet I stayed. I gave you that gun to shoot me for the second time. So is this really still unfair? Nope, I brought it to myself.

I'm tired. I'm tired of waiting for something that doesn't sound like a good ending anymore. I'm tired of all the things you call a flirt in excuse to what you really want to say. You may be inexperience but you're definitely not stupid. You're smart enough for many things but yet you're a sucker at this. I can't blame you but my emotions are. Maybe another day I will learn to accept it. Maybe another day you will learn how to listen to what my heart has to say.

I took a long long time to write this because partly I'm trying to refrain putting my emotions here. Especially the bad ones but hey, I need a break once in a while. I cannot be happy all the time. Many things has happened and I have not talked about it here. So give me some time so I can slowly open up to you guys again. I'm sorry. :)  Hugs

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