Heylo pea po...... Hehe I meant people. :)
So whassup gurlll? Having your greatest fun of your life? Just kidding, we all know we have our daily issues. But you know what, lets just walk right past it for once. At least for now. :P
I didn't think I'd talk about this so soon because I thought I would have been more stubborn than expected. Turns out, this man/boy lowered my limit to a whole different level. Honestly, I didn't think I would be able to fall in love with him in such a way. I was expecting a little more of like a best friend relationship but on a different status.
Bwahahahaha!~ I don't think anyone who knows me well would believe my bullshit. Truth was, I was moved by his unconditional heart towards me. He isn't pushy and full of support. I guess on this area he's gotten a higher mark compared to others because he's my best friend. I understand its unfair to the rest of mankind but the story just so happened to move to this episode, okay so just accept it! -.-
I never considered myself in for the game until the moment we shared our first kiss. It was more of a 'I think I am ready' call compared to an intimate moment. I consider it as an official acceptance for him to express himself in a romantic way.
But you know what the downside of this story is? The downside is that he will be leaving to the States in two years time. Anyone still remember how I spoke forth of my bullshit where whoever who are friends with me will leave for overseas? Yes, this is one of the moments. I think best friend gets cursed further because its friggin' far! $!@&*$@(%+#) -.-
Which right now, in my head I'm slapping myself so hard for falling in love with a person who will be leaving in time to come. Whats more agitating is that, I don't see myself leaving him in anytime to come. So am I in deep shit? YES I AM. In fact in a very DEEEEEEEEEEEEEP shit. I needed to emphasize how in deep shit I am.
I can really see myself in friggin' tears when he goes. But you know what? I believe I'm stronger than all that. So fine. Quickly go and quickly come back. If dowan to come back, quickly let me know so I can get out of the shit that I put myself in.
HAHAHAH I'm such a joker.
Anyways, peeps stay happy and positive. Love yourself the way you would love your love one because no matter how shitty you look, there is always this one man in the world who loves how the fats that are deposited on your belly looks and he'd squeeze it and tell you how beautiful you look with them. One is him and the other is my dad whom until now still claims that those are BABY FATS. How old am I again? O.o
Keep smiling because God loves you :)
Love,
Button
Dying for pictures ei?? :P
So whassup gurlll? Having your greatest fun of your life? Just kidding, we all know we have our daily issues. But you know what, lets just walk right past it for once. At least for now. :P
I didn't think I'd talk about this so soon because I thought I would have been more stubborn than expected. Turns out, this man/boy lowered my limit to a whole different level. Honestly, I didn't think I would be able to fall in love with him in such a way. I was expecting a little more of like a best friend relationship but on a different status.
Bwahahahaha!~ I don't think anyone who knows me well would believe my bullshit. Truth was, I was moved by his unconditional heart towards me. He isn't pushy and full of support. I guess on this area he's gotten a higher mark compared to others because he's my best friend. I understand its unfair to the rest of mankind but the story just so happened to move to this episode, okay so just accept it! -.-
I never considered myself in for the game until the moment we shared our first kiss. It was more of a 'I think I am ready' call compared to an intimate moment. I consider it as an official acceptance for him to express himself in a romantic way.
But you know what the downside of this story is? The downside is that he will be leaving to the States in two years time. Anyone still remember how I spoke forth of my bullshit where whoever who are friends with me will leave for overseas? Yes, this is one of the moments. I think best friend gets cursed further because its friggin' far! $!@&*$@(%+#) -.-
Which right now, in my head I'm slapping myself so hard for falling in love with a person who will be leaving in time to come. Whats more agitating is that, I don't see myself leaving him in anytime to come. So am I in deep shit? YES I AM. In fact in a very DEEEEEEEEEEEEEP shit. I needed to emphasize how in deep shit I am.
I can really see myself in friggin' tears when he goes. But you know what? I believe I'm stronger than all that. So fine. Quickly go and quickly come back. If dowan to come back, quickly let me know so I can get out of the shit that I put myself in.
HAHAHAH I'm such a joker.
Anyways, peeps stay happy and positive. Love yourself the way you would love your love one because no matter how shitty you look, there is always this one man in the world who loves how the fats that are deposited on your belly looks and he'd squeeze it and tell you how beautiful you look with them. One is him and the other is my dad whom until now still claims that those are BABY FATS. How old am I again? O.o
Keep smiling because God loves you :)
Love,
Button
Dying for pictures ei?? :P
If you really need to know, I was at 72kg last year (2013) and I have lost 6kg since I started my weight loss program.
If you really want to know how I did it? I started replacing one meal a day with sliced vegetables and I survived with it for 2 months. I lost 2 kg from the vege replacement diet. On top of that I went for long distant runs 3 times a day. Each run is almost 6 kilometers. I took almost 45 minutes to complete the run at first, then I took lesser time to complete my run. My last run was 30 minutes. I stopped running temporarily after that because I got a job and I couldn't find the time to juggle through work and run but my weight was maintained at 65kg-66kg.
And this is just a picture to induce your diabetic gene to pop out. HAHAHA jks.
Happy Blurday everyone~
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