Finally the day has arrived. My college days, my grown up days. I could only bring myself to do this post now because I figured finally, finally there wont be anymore delays. Finally its my turn to grow up.
Dad enrolled me to INTI KL just not too long ago. The feeling of having your parents there with you to PAY for your school fees just feels like a whole baggage of responsibility being placed on my shoulders. "So now its no more game play my child, " says Papa Wong. So it is really true. The bigger you are, the slower you walk because first, responsibility is holding you down. Second, you need to walk wisely because people behind you are looking at you.
So today, Papa Wong brought me over to take the train. Its quite a challenge I should say but at the same time the responsibility just gets heavier. The responsibility to carry myself well as a person, the responsibility to take good care of myself, the responsibility towards my studies and most of all, the responsibility towards my parents.
Am I the only one feeling this? I find myself so heavy minded even before I begin school. Finding my way to the real world. No more brown uniform, lining up and "GIRLS! PULL UP YOUR SOCKS!" Who may I meet and what will my future be like? It feels like some kind of computer game where you unlock yourself to a whole different world.
Whatever it is, I shall be brave and let myself be against the odds. ;)
Love,
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Dad enrolled me to INTI KL just not too long ago. The feeling of having your parents there with you to PAY for your school fees just feels like a whole baggage of responsibility being placed on my shoulders. "So now its no more game play my child, " says Papa Wong. So it is really true. The bigger you are, the slower you walk because first, responsibility is holding you down. Second, you need to walk wisely because people behind you are looking at you.
So today, Papa Wong brought me over to take the train. Its quite a challenge I should say but at the same time the responsibility just gets heavier. The responsibility to carry myself well as a person, the responsibility to take good care of myself, the responsibility towards my studies and most of all, the responsibility towards my parents.
Am I the only one feeling this? I find myself so heavy minded even before I begin school. Finding my way to the real world. No more brown uniform, lining up and "GIRLS! PULL UP YOUR SOCKS!" Who may I meet and what will my future be like? It feels like some kind of computer game where you unlock yourself to a whole different world.
Whatever it is, I shall be brave and let myself be against the odds. ;)
Love,
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