When Will My Time Come?

I always believed that if we compare ourselves with others, we will get better. We will improve and we will be one step higher than before because we know where we stand now. As much as I believe so, I often get so depressed with my performance. Not because I didn't do well but because I didn't do well enough to be better than others.

I often question myself on why can't I be the best? Why must I always be the second best? The thought runs through my head over and over again causing me to feel sulky while some moments later, I would try to convince myself that I shouldn't be this way. Many people tell me "You are working with your strength. You need to have God with you in order to succeed. "

I do agree and I am guilty of many things in my relationship with Him. There are times where people tell me "You are not the best because it is not your time yet. "

Now the question is, when is my time going to come? When will I succeed? When will I be what I want to be?

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