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Supp :) I mean Hi. :D So, today is a wonderful Saturday so I'm gonna show off and talk about my success. Now sit on your chair and listen to my shit. :D HAHAH I'm kidding. Today is about saying goodbye and making a goodbye memorable. :) As you all may not know or should I say I didn't tell, one of my lecturer will be leaving at the end of this semester. I usually don't do this because : I am too damn lazy to coordinate things. I am good but I hate the follow up because I'm too tedious and I will end up being too stressed.  I always pretend I have too much on my plate so I don't have to look at a long list of things to do. I prefer to drown myself in fear I cannot finish rather than not finishing for real.  BUT, even with all the bullshit in my head I decided to coordinate for her because  I know she tried her best to help us learn and do well.  I like her because she's nice  Deep inside she probably thought no one cared and probably just...

Hello peeps! :) I understand how frustrated you are right now for the lack of updates. I geddit. Its my fault I am so busy. I was busy fighting procrastination and making Papa Wong's money worth. Hahahah I'm asian, what do you expect huh? :P Good news first then bad news ok? :) When I said I was busy trying to make Papa Wong's money worth I meant doing well in the exams that he paid for. Well I didn't let him down at least. Perfect score for Fundamentals of Maths twice baby! :D Of course Mama Wong and the rest of the Wong members didn't have much to say. I belong to the Chinese family who's obligated to do well. If you happen to have good grades, your parents would be proud. If your grades is bad then they'll bring out the 'ok' shield. I'll give you an example ok..  Situation 1: If you have good grades. Family Friend : Hey how's your daughter doing in college? What is she doing ah?  Mom OR Dad : She's doing very well. Ve...

Have you ever felt as if you are repeating the same mistakes as you did before again? Right now, I feel as such and I am very afraid. Tonight is the first night I'm losing my sleep. My energy is driven by pure fear and I'm lost. The scars really does show even when the days have gone by. Recently, Hoong has started being busy and his schedule has begun getting more and more hectic. I totally understand it but I'm finding myself getting more and more typical. Trying hard to stop myself from thinking of the depressing but I find myself slipping away from his mind. He's busy but he has time for games and he goes missing for long hours. For some reason, I find myself repeating the same mistakes I did previously. Begin giving in, then begin giving in more, sacrifice more and lastly getting wounded so badly. I'm scared because I find myself waiting for him to reappear in my phone. I find myself thinking about him and mostly I find myself very typical.  I seem to ha...