The whole morning of my Saturday,I spent it on the bed cuddling with my pillow imagining prince charming lying next to me feeling my forehead asking if I was okay.Yea,I know I am weird.I am lack of love lately.I mean the mushy kind of love where you have someone who cares about you so much.Yeap,I am lack of that. :PP
Sharp 11.55 am,Stereotypes-Hello was singing from my phone.Sister called me up for lunch.Dragged myself up from the feverish and imaginative me,I said good bye to my prince charming and yes,he was asking me to go back to bed with him but I went out to brush my teeth and start my day.
Did I mention that I often talk to non moving objects?Yea,I kicked the door by accident and I yelled at it like it was going to apologize to me.Such a dumbo.. :/
Went out for lunch with my parents and I saw this really sad little girl.Probably about 6-7 years old.She was crying out so loud and first I thought she was just naughty.But later on,I overheard that she was crying because she refuses to leave her mom to the baby sitter.I was confused firstly because today is a Saturday.I was like "Say what?!" Then later her mom explained that she had to go for mahjong and had to leave her little girl with the baby sitter.
This got me into thinking.Which is your priority?Your child or the game?It really break my heart that her mother did not even quit the idea that her child needs her on a weekend.For a moment,I made a promise to myself that I will never do anything similar to my child in the future.It will not be even in the question.
Today,my close friend also said it for the second time that he does not like me.This time it doesn't hurt so bad like the first time.I think its a sign where I give up now.I am trying but I just cannot now.I also don't know why. :(
So far,this is life now :)
Sharp 11.55 am,Stereotypes-Hello was singing from my phone.Sister called me up for lunch.Dragged myself up from the feverish and imaginative me,I said good bye to my prince charming and yes,he was asking me to go back to bed with him but I went out to brush my teeth and start my day.
Did I mention that I often talk to non moving objects?Yea,I kicked the door by accident and I yelled at it like it was going to apologize to me.Such a dumbo.. :/
Went out for lunch with my parents and I saw this really sad little girl.Probably about 6-7 years old.She was crying out so loud and first I thought she was just naughty.But later on,I overheard that she was crying because she refuses to leave her mom to the baby sitter.I was confused firstly because today is a Saturday.I was like "Say what?!" Then later her mom explained that she had to go for mahjong and had to leave her little girl with the baby sitter.
This got me into thinking.Which is your priority?Your child or the game?It really break my heart that her mother did not even quit the idea that her child needs her on a weekend.For a moment,I made a promise to myself that I will never do anything similar to my child in the future.It will not be even in the question.
Today,my close friend also said it for the second time that he does not like me.This time it doesn't hurt so bad like the first time.I think its a sign where I give up now.I am trying but I just cannot now.I also don't know why. :(
So far,this is life now :)
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