Right now when I am looking at my friends,I see so many happy endings.That is the worst part because I am so jealous of their happy endings.
Today as I was jogging I was thinking of my life.Reflecting upon myself and thinking of the reason I am still alive.What does God have for me in the 20-30 years to come before I meet Him face to face in heaven?I was thinking of the decisions I have made so far in my life and how it would have varied if I decided the other way.Soon I realised my results would have been the same because each time I decide between two or more things,one would have benefited while the other would have been hurt.So in a way,no matter how I regretted my past it would have still be the same just a different story but the ending would have been the same.
I always believed if I cannot contribute to other's happy ending,the least I can do is not ruin other's thought of a happy ending.Since each one of us are trying to achieve a happy ending in our lives why on earth would you ruin what isn't yours?As I was jogging,I was telling myself that I have did a good job when I turned him down.If I cannot contribute to his happy ending,the least I can do is not make it worst for him.
What I have said was enough and I must not feel bad because no matter how I thought I was wrong,the results will end up the same no matter how.
Just needed to say this clearly. :)
kk bye! :D
Today as I was jogging I was thinking of my life.Reflecting upon myself and thinking of the reason I am still alive.What does God have for me in the 20-30 years to come before I meet Him face to face in heaven?I was thinking of the decisions I have made so far in my life and how it would have varied if I decided the other way.Soon I realised my results would have been the same because each time I decide between two or more things,one would have benefited while the other would have been hurt.So in a way,no matter how I regretted my past it would have still be the same just a different story but the ending would have been the same.
I always believed if I cannot contribute to other's happy ending,the least I can do is not ruin other's thought of a happy ending.Since each one of us are trying to achieve a happy ending in our lives why on earth would you ruin what isn't yours?As I was jogging,I was telling myself that I have did a good job when I turned him down.If I cannot contribute to his happy ending,the least I can do is not make it worst for him.
What I have said was enough and I must not feel bad because no matter how I thought I was wrong,the results will end up the same no matter how.
Just needed to say this clearly. :)
kk bye! :D
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