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I am no longer 12 years old.

I had a crush on this guy back then when I was 12.I wouldn't say madly in love but it is more of a one sided thing when I liked him.I think the only reason I liked him was because he was tall.Hahaha,yes,I have inferior that I cannot find a guy taller than me because when I was 12 because I was so much taller than the boys around me.Hahaha so cute right my mindset.So anyways,there was a really huge drama when he left to Australia.He originally lives there.He was just here in KL for I don't know what reason. :/

Four years later,one day he texted me and I replied.There the conversation started.Suddenly we came back to the topic of how I had a crush on him.He told me that he likes me too and honestly to me it was not a big deal anymore.He implied for me to accept his so called 'confession' which to me is so insincere to confess through a text.Anyways,just when I was about to try to analyse how much of what he said is true he told me that he couldn't forget his ex.All I said was, "You can think of her however much you want"

Since then I stop replying his texts.I did send a few texts to kind of imply that I wasn't angry.But he didn't reply as well.So I joined in to the silent treatment game.It lasted for about 4 months till he texted me today morning.

 hey how are you goin? i miss you very much. we should talk again ok
im serious. i dont even know whats her name anymore and even if i had her on my fb page it feels very weird to have her there. Information Technology is very boring. I want to change but im too late. i just have to pass this course. I miss you and love you as well. hope today will bring you happiness. laters:]
  
I have not replied yet because honest truth,I don't know what to say.Truth is,I am not 12 anymore.I grew up.Things change because the environment I live in is different and the people I meet is different.Of course I have actually thought of giving it a try but would I be happy?Some part of my woman instincts keeps telling me to ignore and so far I am still going with it.It will be rude if I ignore for long so I will reply soon.

What is running in this 6 feet above ground brain of his?What is running in a 5 feet above ground brain of mine?Haha Good night :)

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