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Meeting the counselor...

Just last Monday I was called out to meet the school counselor.I had it coming already because the school discipline teacher already told me about it.Speaking of it,haha I am a pretty much bad luck person.I am not a Negative Nancy myself but since young I know of myself of a bad luck person.

Well the counselor had a talk with me.I was telling her that I am not a person with a lot of problems but it just so happens that things happen.The reason why I needed to talk to her was because I was correcting my Chemistry mistakes during the Chinese New Year celebration in school and the discipline teacher saw me.I told her that sometimes things just happens and as humans we just have to get used to it.There are things in life that we cannot stop so we just have to accept it as it is.She doesn't agree with me but let's be honest for one moment.I was right wasn't I?I proved my point and I told her the incident that happened on the same Monday where my Chemistry teacher called out one Malay girl and publicly announced to the class saying that she is 'Bodoh Sombong' (arrogant and stupid) just because she didn't wish her good morning and also publicly asked the class what we are supposed to do to her.As a student,am I not supposed to be aware of my situation so that I don't get in trouble?She went on with her psychology talk in a way to side the discipline teacher.Well I understand,it is her job to brainwash me that my prefect duty is much more important than being called arrogant and stupid in a class of 37 people.I understand that and I do not blame her.

After the session she told me that she would not judge how a teacher teaches a class and told me that my Chemistry teacher's starting point was right.I hope she really means what she say because her eyes tells me that she doesn't.I cried because in my heart I felt really hurt.It is not like I have skipped school,bullied anyone or killed someone.It wasn't such of a big deal that I have to see a counselor.In no part of the school rule says I cannot protect myself from being in a teacher's deadly torture.I cried because in the end as a student of a school,you get to speak up but no one cares.

Every time when something bad happens,I end up thinking how much I suffered back then and was hoping that it would be better each day.Each time I hope for that to happen,something bad happens and it just gets worst.I try so hard to be a positive person.Love and embrace each day telling myself that I just have to get use to it and if,just if I try to be one of them then one day things wont happen to me anymore.

But yet,when you're not an orange and you try to be one,you will just end up being an out cast.So yet again,I am trying to get use to it.

Dear God,when is this going to end?

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