Mind Blogger

Today, one of the most mad and crazy matter occurred in my life which have not occurred for a very long time. Prolly, I was very disturbed with it. Which brings me why I am blogging on an exam week because again, I had a mental fight with myself again. Oh, its not enough because that incident happened 2-3 minutes before my English exam begun. How wonderful right? :) If I am not mistaken, I think I have mentioned on a couple of previous posts about my mad Chemistry teacher in school who has a very strong opinion and a horrible mouth towards her students in class. Not to bad mouth her but multiple times she branded us as 'Bodoh Sombong' which means stupid but proud. I wouldn't deny that because what kind of teenager in the world wouldn't proud and stupid at the same time? That's how the cycle goes right? Stupid + Proud = Mistakes (Teenagers) Mistakes + Time = Experience (Adults) Experience + Time + Proud = Old (Elderly) Now back to my teacher, today she barg...

Before I begin to speak my heart out, I have to say, I PASSED! :) As much as I am so afraid and discouraged a little by the accident I passed the test today. I am glad that all went smooth and great. I am proud of myself for at least being able to do something right for the first time. As much as my mother who was worried big time for me, I am glad at least I did not fail her. At least I did not come home being the way I was few days back. I do feel quite unhappy about the fact that my mom finds me very incapable of doing things myself. Honestly if I were to make it a big deal, I could but I choose not to because I do feel incapable. This journey of getting a licence have not been easy on me and I am not trying to brag but in spite of all those crap I was into, I am glad that Jesus was by my side. Even when I felt that all the horrible things happen to me on purpose to make my life miserable, at least Jesus put someone that I can turn to when I am in my worst. Even when my family m...

For this week, it has been crazy for me. Somehow it felt like God was trying to play a joke on me. He is probably laughing his ass off watching me being miserable.. -.- First was the car accident incident. I drove a faulty car which lead me into running over a total of 4 dividers in the driving school itself. Am I supposed to say I practically caught everyone's attention in the driving school? I think everyone probably knows me now. "The girl who ran over dividers.." Am I supposed to also mention I am taking my driving test on Tuesday? Just perfect... I do need a miracle because if the invigilator does not fail me, he must be blind. Talk more about driving on the road AFTER the licence. I probably kill someone. This got me into thinking and I realised God was doing it on purpose maybe because he didn't want me to bribe? Or maybe he did all those just to make me a better person. Come to think of it, apart from the terrible embarrassment I got in the driving school ...

So very often, we see many people in the world walking their life journey in their most exciting ways. Some people use up almost their whole life time climbing up the corporate ladder while some use up their life on other things that they are in every way passionate about. No doubt, all of their stories are so brave and courages because they have faced so many obstacles in order to be who they are today. Many mistakes that they have made, many times they have lost their confidence and gained them again and finally they succeed. Just a Sunday ago, I heard Pastor Anand sharing about his life journey deciding to pick the right path to the right destination. Many many times he was discouraged, many many times he was put in a situation where condemning himself was much easier than to encourage himself. He fell, he gave up, found his courage to stand and finally be who he is now. He pointed out that what was more important was what God wanted and he focussed on asking what God truly wants ...

This holiday has been fairly great so far. So sorry I didn't update enough. I wasn't feeling in the mood. I was studying  and trying to get certain things into my head. :) Please forgive me alright? Speaking of Holidays, I watched Despicable Me and Despicable me 2 all together and I would love to write a review but I am too darn lazy to do so.  Ngeh....Oh well, I can briefly say that Agnes in the movie is super adorable and lovely. :) I wouldn't mind watching this movie many many times. It has so many good values. :D Today is going to be perfect because this coming week end will be very busy and loud. :) I am excited :D Right now,I still can't find the mood to sit and write an entry so, Please bear with me.I am a girl with less words for today. :) But know that I am still me, just a little bit boring that's all :) Love Button :D I'll show you photos.. :D Don't sad sad. :D XOXO :D 

Firstly I want to apologize for this super late entry. I was busy la and tarak mood to type.You know,typing also need inspirations. :) Ngehhh... So this post is very straightforward and easy to understand. Happy Retirement Miss Christina!! :D When it comes to Miss Christina, I think one of the biggest memories I have with her was the one time she called me Pearly in school. When she saw my name tag she apologized. :) From that day on I figured she is a very nice teacher because not many teacher would apologize to their mistakes. I was very very intrigued already back then. :) Sadly throughout my years in school, she has never taught me English. :( but in my heart, she is still very special. One of the many teachers in school that I would miss dearly. :') I don't think I have heard any of her students actually say she yelled at them because they didn't complete their homework. Actually I haven't heard of anyone not finishing her work. :O Surprising eh? :) Any...