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I survived a sound flood today.Hahaha...Third week at the console.Today Shyan Ming told me to do the work and today was also the day that I have felt that I have left out so much that I didn't learn when I was down there. I can't remember the monitor numbers so I couldn't do anything that involves feeding into the monitors.So basically,I watched more than I did anything. Well,I shouldn't be so hard on myself.I mean,I am still learning. Mistakes is a sign of greatness.. :') Okay,let's get down to business!  Apart from me alone,Amanda came along to do as well.Everything went in its most generic way until suddenly there was a strong feedback. Maybe I am sensitive but I felt that people were looking at me. Honestly, I really don't know if I should run or I should hide.People look at me as if I have was the one who caused the feedback.HAHAHAHA but it wasn't me.. -.- Finally I concluded that it was because I was the tallest among the rest thats wh...

I just watched a movie which I had in my computer for years.Its titled Just Go With It.A movie directed by Dennis Dugan.The main casts were the ones that I am very familiar of.None other than our great Zohan (Adam Sandler) who plays the role of Danny Maccabee and our great Jennifer Anniston playing the role of Katherine Murphy. Pretty good movie I should say.It all started when Danny (Adam Sandler) found out that the wife that he was about to marry was cheating on him.Poor Danny had a huge nose which his about to be wife makes fun of when he wasn't around.Ends up he didn't marry her but he wore the wedding ring to cheat other girls to sympathize and give him sex.Pretty good idea for free sex. :)) Over the years,Danny became a plastic surgeon and also got his nose fixed.Now that he looks all fabulous he goes around continue sleeping with women but not going into real relationships so he doesn't get hurt.But one day,he met with a very pretty 23 year old girl whom is a...

Warm Bodies.Yes,the title is really appropriate.It really gives you the feeling of a gentle and warm zombie.This is probably the one movie that have caught me into total surprise.I mean I have never expected such a different approach of a zombie apocalypse.Seriously,this is a good movie.There are so many meanings and morals and the more you watch it,the more it pops out.I'll go into it one by one. As far as I know,zombies apocalypse were mostly stereotyped as the END because mostly people die,rise up as a walking dead and turn other people into the dead too.This movie started out simply similar but different because for the first time,a zombie has thoughts too. The main zombie was named R in the movie.R has this passion to communicate.He was the narrator of the movie and in the movie,he did mention that probably before the apocalypse happened people were happy having company with each other.This is a key point people,I have to acknowledge that the director pointe...

Blur. The right word to describe this Sunday.So many good news to share with you but lets take it slow.. :P Ngek ngek ngek.... My morning was just so funny.Got up,cleaned myself and headed downstairs and I smell burnt pork.So I asked Mama Wong Me: Are you cooking Dolly's (my dog) rice? Mama Wong : No. Me : Are you sure? Mama Wong : No... -.- *opened the door and walked out of the house* Me : Ohhhhh..... If you don't understand then you might not live in Malaysia or you're just Patrick Star's best friend.Hahaha Kidding.. :) Anyways,headed for church and I went for YC for the first time after a long time.Honestly,I missed everyone there.I had a real great time during worship and I also had a great time listening to the message by Elder Ho.More directly I had fun because I was seating with my friends today and for all I remember I have not done that for a long long time. :) After YC,I went to have bonding time with David but I guess he wasn't in the ...

If you're living in or near Malaysia,most probably you're affected by it.You guessed it right,its the haze again.If I am not mistaken, Indonesia contributes to open burning almost every year. Its already well known but as far as I know, this year is probably the worst compared to the many years I have known of haze in Malaysia. I remember in the early 2006 when I was just in Year 4.There was a wave of haze as well at that time just like it is now.Every student in my school were given mask to wear.Days went by and the number of students who came to school actually decreased so much till there were only less than 5 of them.I was one of the 5.Mama Wong said she was very proud of me for being such a responsible student at that time.I was very proud of it too. :) There were so few of us who came till we spent our day in the class room playing 'Batu Seremban'. If you don't know what it is,its actually a game where 5 stones are thrown simultaneously in different patterns...

Can anyone please cheer me up?I am feeling very down.I can't remember what were the happy things that happened throughout this whole day but I remember all the sad things that happened minutes ago.I cannot focus and all I want to do is cry.I cannot believe people actually think of me that way.A racist,A self praiser and Ugly.I cannot believe that people actually stooped that low to say such things to me. Can anyone please remind me of the happy things that happened today,yesterday or the day before?Because tears are coming out of my eyes and I can't stop that.I can't remember what fun things I did today.The only thing I want to do now is just cry and cry.Can someone please help me? God,please please please stop me from crying.I lost the battle,I cried.I couldn't be positive today.My feelings are damaged and I really need you now.Please remind me of the good things that happened today because all I remember was the worst and the bad ones.Maybe back then he thought th...

Ngehhehe,I think today's post will probably be a neutral post.Its not exactly as positive as it usually is but yet its not negative at all,I think? Well this is regarding a boy I have met in a camp a year ago.Okay,story time! :) I went to this camp organized by the Omega Leos named the Leo Leadership Camp  (LLC).In that camp I met a bunch of awesome friends but particularly this boy who never talked to me throughout that camp.I had many attempts of trying to talk to him in the camp.You know,the simply strike a conversation technique where you do but in a weird way he tries not to be rude but yet attempts to ignore me.Throughout that camp I felt like I was invisible to that boy. When I returned home after that camp,I kept on trying to evaluate myself from different aspects trying to detect what kind of things have I done that have cause such unusual thing to happen?I am not an anti social person but still I thought about it for a long time. I met that boy again during the Annu...

Suddenly in the mood to write some really emotional stuff.I was listening to this one korean song that kept saying please don't be nice to me.Its by Kim Jong Kook if you're interested to know.Under the influence of music,I wrote this short irrelevant love story in a poem. :)) Enjoy? Stop it, Stop all the never ending gaze, Heads up walk straight, Leave me alone right now. Leave my mind and please return my heart, Place it in my hand and watch me being torn apart, For all my scars were unforgiven, Mostly,irrelevant. I'll never ask for more, Because I know there's nothing more But if you really choose to stay, Please just bear in mind, You're placing your heart in the hands of a broken. Stay, Lock me with your eyes, Paralyze me with your gaze, Stop me with your arms, Hold me so close and never let me go, Secure me with your gentle whispers, Never ending, Never fail. Likewise, I will promise to hold your hand, Help you stand, For better fo...

Finally Papa Wong's Day arrived.This is a very very important post k. :))  Oh my dardee.. :) Probably this is the 17th year you have been my Papa Wong.You have done so much over the years moulding me to what I am supposed to be.Teaching me the right things to do and say.You are also the poor rich (inside joke) man that taught me to appreciate the things around me.You nag like a grandma but you are also my ever first best friend that I share all my stories and secrets with.You are also the reason why I talk so much. :PP Ngek ngek ngek.. :)  My Papa Wong,the man of a thousand words.The person who has taught me so much of logic in life.Taught me how to interact with the various people I meet in the world.The man who say "Eii,I eat salt more than you eat rice. " The man who would tell me that the world is actually not as fair as you may think and even more amazing,the man who constantly reminds me that Jesus is so loving and powerful in my life.The man who never gi...

I did my fair share of cardio exercise today.Like the tittle says,1.5 miles was what I did today.Lucky for me,it wasn't that difficult to complete except that I was bored starting at the half point.I also understand that it sounds like I did a very little work out.Okay,I'll convert it to a bigger number okay.Its about 2.4 km.Now you may give me a round of applause for being so motivated. :P The only down side of the cardio was that I feel dizzy every time I finish.The dizziness would not come when I am still working out.Once I stop,it comes. :( My dad said that it is because I don't have enough blood supply to pump all over my my body including my head and when I run,most of the blood gushes to the legs and lungs but,I googled it and I found out that there are two reasons why that would happen. First reason,Low Blood Sugar.But I am sure that this was not the cause because I hella ate a lot for lunch.Further explanation will be,because the amount of energy used for the w...

Many things have happened over this week and I would really love to share my experiences feeling down and unhappy.But since I am really intending to write something more constructive and encouraging,I have decided to put them aside first.I'll come back to it if I cannot get over it. First things first,I stumbled with an application called the Nike Running App which is also known as Nike+.I have to say,this app is amazing.Amazing to the point that I am very satisfied with it.I took up a 0.5 mile / 0.8 km for trial.I don't know if this only affects me,with the app I kind of feel a little bit more motivated.Aiyah,the new things always motivates people right? Ohh also,I only eat fruits during recess.Like a piece of honey dew or papaya for recess.Honestly it is really difficult not to eat at all while watching everyone eat their heart out.I especially envy those people who eat a whole cow yet still look so slender. :'( I'd still love myself no matter how but I do envy th...

Haha kidding,every Sunday is exciting for me. :P But today I have some highlighted details that makes me extremely happy. Today morning's worship in the Children's Ministry was madly amazing.Maybe it is because everyone cooperated well or I can also say Jesus was standing with us during worship?I cannot exactly see or feel him but maybe he was there that is why things were so great?There were some technical issues as well,my guitar cable was broken and the contact was on and off all the time but then Nathaniel was there to help me hold it. :)) He was shocked and I am very sorry for it.I will fix the cable and not let it happen again.I promise! :)) Then today I was officially up on the balcony for console!Someone please give me a kiss on the cheek,I feel like I am blushing already.I was so happy when Jason asked me "Do you want to go up?" Call me Rebecca Black cuz This Is My Moment! :P Of course I smiled like a mad person and of course Jason asked again "Why s...

I think before you actually begin reading this,you should watch this video.I think for people who really cannot understand Mandarin its fine because there are subtitles.There were some little typing errors but I am sure you can make up to it. :) Beforehand,I would also like to acknowledge Ling Big Yong has really done a great job in directing this video.Truly this has touched my heart and of course in a way proven a point for me to write something about this video.If Ling is reading this,thank you very much and well done. :) Keep up the good work. :) Let's begin! I think basically this video have already highlighted most of the things I want to say.I myself have been there.Been in love when I was 15 as well.Initially I really never ever want to mention this ever in my blog.I believe that it should be something that I must move on and not mention anymore.But after watching this video suggested by a friend ( You know who you are :P),I felt the need to do so. :) Of co...

I have been dying to lose weight actually.I have gotten much bigger in size after my Form 3.If I get a little bit more in detail will be I got much bigger in size after my break up.Haha but that is like a small portion of the past that we should bravely move on shouldn't we? :) Its been the biggest aim of my life to actually lose weight but sadly,I always fail. :(( You can say I love food too much. :P Hehe.. I desperately want to wear the most beautiful dresses in the world.Nah,just kidding.Not the world but just the ones that I really like. :)) But again,it breaks my heart to not be able to look good in them.The mirror sometimes is just so heartbreaking to look at.Yet again,I was not into the idea of going for a crash diet again.I did it once when I was Form 3,succeeded but it was really a hard time for me.I was able to lose about 5 kilograms but then still it was not enough for me.Maybe it was the boyfriend power,I had the strength to not eat but I still felt as if I was not go...

I think as time passed by so quickly and technology has been so amazingly great to us,we have slowly learnt that attraction is more of a sense of sight compared to a feeling. Attraction can be such a big word if you search it up but then I guess the meaning of attraction that I have grew up learning about humans were more towards physical but less of emotional attraction?  I grew up learning that attraction means big eyes,double eyelids,high nose,high cheek bone and sexy lips.Personally,I think there are people who look like that but I don't think there are many of them.I guess we should cherish looking at those beautiful people before they get too old to look at? :P Haha kidding,some aged people looked great too. :) Like her,Xiaxue.Personally I like her face because she has this really sexy look but at the same time she looks very gentle and sweet as well.To me,she is probably perfect and she is really down to earth and brave. :)   Of course,beauty is gre...

Today,I went to get myself some more contact lenses and is probably the saddest thing ever. :( I don't think I will be getting coloured contacts any time soon. :'( The optician diagnosed me with astigmatism and it she also said that it is not advisable for me to continue wearing coloured contact lenses that are only powered.  I could still get coloured contacts if I want but then I will have to pay double.First for my farsightedness and then for my astigmatism.I would love to get those but then again,I have a mother to account for. :( She would have to pay for me if she said yes and nope,she didn't say yes. T.T I guess I have to pay my tribute to my beloved purple coloured contact lenses? :(  I miss those mesmerizing eyes but I guess I have to say good bye? :( I guess its time to back to the natural beauty? :( But I was just starting to like the fake eyes. T.T  I mean I'll still love myself even if I don't have mesmerizing eyes.I would have you once ...

Today I guess I have learnt a very valuable lesson in my life.Once again,the best part of being a Christian is that you have a solid relationship with Jesus and its not just figurative image you remember when you see it.As I continue my story for this Sunday,I hope you will learn my valuable lesson of the day as well. :)  For this Sunday,I have learnt that you can do many many good things with the heart for Jesus.You can be an inspiration to others too when you follow Jesus. :) I'll explain. I have served in the AV department for almost a year now and to top it off,I really did enjoy serving there.The experiences were great and I learnt so much from each service.Even with all the experiences doing ground work,I still wanted to do more.I wanted to learn more and my little motivation was to be able to stand at the console and do the mixing myself.As much as I wanted to do so,I also didn't think I was good enough to be up there yet.The pressure could be quite tough on m...