I have been dying to lose weight actually.I have gotten much bigger in size after my Form 3.If I get a little bit more in detail will be I got much bigger in size after my break up.Haha but that is like a small portion of the past that we should bravely move on shouldn't we? :) Its been the biggest aim of my life to actually lose weight but sadly,I always fail. :(( You can say I love food too much. :P Hehe..
I desperately want to wear the most beautiful dresses in the world.Nah,just kidding.Not the world but just the ones that I really like. :)) But again,it breaks my heart to not be able to look good in them.The mirror sometimes is just so heartbreaking to look at.Yet again,I was not into the idea of going for a crash diet again.I did it once when I was Form 3,succeeded but it was really a hard time for me.I was able to lose about 5 kilograms but then still it was not enough for me.Maybe it was the boyfriend power,I had the strength to not eat but I still felt as if I was not good enough.I knew it will be trouble if I continue so I stopped.Later I did some research about it and I figured I did the right thing because there were many many disadvantages of doing so. :(
I think I would strongly discourage any girls of my age to do crash dieting.Of course it is very effective but then again,your health is actually much more important compared to peer pressure.Think about it girls,what would matter more?
You can have a brief look at the disadvantages of crash dieting here :
http://www.dietihub.com/disadvantages-of-crash-dieting/
Since I stopped crash dieting,I became so very lazy to exercise. :) I know,I know.. I cannot blame anyone for being lazy. :P Oh well,recently I have came across this three month diet plan which I have been considering for a real long time.
There have a look at this :
http://www.livestrong.com/article/193990-how-to-lose-30-pounds-in-3-months-with-a-diet-plan/
I guess I will give it a try?Since I want to lose weight,I might as well do it in the right way then. :) I really hope it works?Yes,of course we cannot trust the Internet so much but I think this wouldn't hurt that bad if things backfire,right?Haiz,I really don't know where I am going to find my inspiration and patience to do this.I mean I really want to lose weight but then I don't know when I will actually give up. -.- I hope I don't.Back in the days,my motivation was the boy that I really like.I was willing to sacrifice my love for food.I knew it wasn't the right thing to do,still I did it anyways.Haha,young love right? :) Perhaps this time I should try praying while I do this three month diet plan thing.Maybe if I dedicate my heart looking good to Jesus it would work better?I know even if I am much bigger sized now he will still love me but then maybe if I wanted to look better and healthier he wouldn't mind supporting me? :) Ngek,maybe..just maybe. :)
Anyways,I will leave all these motivation,patience and long suffering three months to Jesus then.I think he wouldn't mind being my motivation? :)) I mean if he could die for me,what wouldn't he do for me? :P Ngek ngek ngek... Wish me well people,I hope I succeed too. :) With Jesus by my side,I hope I will do more than just succeed. :)
Take care then. :)
Love,
Button.
I desperately want to wear the most beautiful dresses in the world.Nah,just kidding.Not the world but just the ones that I really like. :)) But again,it breaks my heart to not be able to look good in them.The mirror sometimes is just so heartbreaking to look at.Yet again,I was not into the idea of going for a crash diet again.I did it once when I was Form 3,succeeded but it was really a hard time for me.I was able to lose about 5 kilograms but then still it was not enough for me.Maybe it was the boyfriend power,I had the strength to not eat but I still felt as if I was not good enough.I knew it will be trouble if I continue so I stopped.Later I did some research about it and I figured I did the right thing because there were many many disadvantages of doing so. :(
I think I would strongly discourage any girls of my age to do crash dieting.Of course it is very effective but then again,your health is actually much more important compared to peer pressure.Think about it girls,what would matter more?
You can have a brief look at the disadvantages of crash dieting here :
http://www.dietihub.com/disadvantages-of-crash-dieting/
Since I stopped crash dieting,I became so very lazy to exercise. :) I know,I know.. I cannot blame anyone for being lazy. :P Oh well,recently I have came across this three month diet plan which I have been considering for a real long time.
There have a look at this :
http://www.livestrong.com/article/193990-how-to-lose-30-pounds-in-3-months-with-a-diet-plan/
I guess I will give it a try?Since I want to lose weight,I might as well do it in the right way then. :) I really hope it works?Yes,of course we cannot trust the Internet so much but I think this wouldn't hurt that bad if things backfire,right?Haiz,I really don't know where I am going to find my inspiration and patience to do this.I mean I really want to lose weight but then I don't know when I will actually give up. -.- I hope I don't.Back in the days,my motivation was the boy that I really like.I was willing to sacrifice my love for food.I knew it wasn't the right thing to do,still I did it anyways.Haha,young love right? :) Perhaps this time I should try praying while I do this three month diet plan thing.Maybe if I dedicate my heart looking good to Jesus it would work better?I know even if I am much bigger sized now he will still love me but then maybe if I wanted to look better and healthier he wouldn't mind supporting me? :) Ngek,maybe..just maybe. :)
Anyways,I will leave all these motivation,patience and long suffering three months to Jesus then.I think he wouldn't mind being my motivation? :)) I mean if he could die for me,what wouldn't he do for me? :P Ngek ngek ngek... Wish me well people,I hope I succeed too. :) With Jesus by my side,I hope I will do more than just succeed. :)
Take care then. :)
Love,
Button.
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